Question to I Ching:
What do I need to do regarding my situation with DK?
Hexagram 2:” Receptivity to Love:
Your love life is on fertile ground right now. This hexagram denotes “devotion,” “readiness,” and the creative spirit of the Earth. A powerful relationship has begun or is soon to manifest. This hexagram reminds one to be open to the idea of love, as love can come from where you least expect it. Give and you will receive. Offer a kind word to someone, a hug, a greeting or an offer of assistance. See love for what it is: A conscious act of devotion and a willingness to stand by a special person. Creativity and the act of creation are referenced here, and creative energies will play an extremely significant role.”
Thinking if I stay any more “receptive” to him, I’ll begin to take on the characteristics of his garbage “receptacle”!! Or maybe it’s too late….and I already bear those characteristics… I already define giving till it hurts and have no further interest in the martyrdom lifestyle that brings me. Nor does there seem to be a whole lot of Return on Investment. And martyrs are rarely respected until they actually die for their cause to humanity. My cause to humanity in this is to cease getting on humanity’s nerves from being a whiney cry baby:-D
Listen to me as though I get nothing in return! I get everything in huge amounts spread out among tiny small moments!
Facing repercussions today. Little nervous, but way-laying that by reflecting on how I ever got to this place at all and the madness that holds me here! Things will be fine. I know it. It’s all going according to some greater plan, I’m sure:)